Wednesday, December 26, 2012

My Mind and My Heart want say something

this post not about beauty, i just want to say what on my mind now and what are my heart say.
do u have some annoying people?
of course u have lah at least just one.
what i want to share was about my feeling when some people annoying.
sometimes i think i don't have any mistakes for they lah.
but yes, i had a fight with they before on junior high school. but what was made me so confused is until now they still distrub me =.=
or in my look side they still annoying.
do u  know what are i said when i see they talk about me :
" OMG i'm on topic now"
yeah, i still calm and just stay to watch what next they would say.
but i'm not lied, i'm angry, i'm disappointed, want to cry and bla bla bla.
i write some dirty word but in korea on my private twitter not on my 'real' account.
something that i can't think of was :
they comment my life style.
hey, this is my life style, i'm not steal your money or waste your money.
i buy all makeup stuff with my money.
my savings money. *i must bold it*
monthly i save 800-1 million rupiah and i use for my makeup stuff or for my mom if she's need it.
and until now, i saving for other stuff like concert, buy new phone and other.
they ALL my money!
my savings money!
why did you comment on even this's not yours.
i know lah, 'so waste buy new stuff even i have it before'
but once again, this's my style, this's my life and this's my money.
start from last month, i just buy new skincare cause my skin care have been exhausted.
and i'm buy new brush for apply bb cream cause i don't have it before, and i'm buy original eyeshadow cause before i use FAKE eyeshadow.
just let u know, i'm buy sample skincare product for my routine skincare and i have been use them 9 months!
even them just small size! JUST 10-15ml!! but i can use them almost 1 year!
my bb cream, my gel eyeliner, my lip tint too. THEY ALL ALMOST 1 YEAR!
I HAVEN'T BUY NEW EVEN I KNOW MY GEL LINER HAS BEEN DRY OUT!
i wanted to buy new gel liner next month cause it's dry out! not for show off.
i'm review it cause I'M BEAUTY BLOGGER!
OF COURSE MY WORK WAS WRITING ABOUT MY MAKEUP STUFF.
if u don't like it, JUST NOT READ! 
simple right?
they said i'm exhausted : yeah for your side look but for me or other makeup stuff lover it's not!
and about my awful english : i know, i really know my english so bad. cause my weakness was grammar.
i still study and learn about it. so please understand me.
about my makeup tutorial : i don't have a good camera recorder like handycam, i'm just have webcam. cause of that, the sound can't out well but at least the tutorial still good,
please understand it, or if u don't like it just don't watch! simple right?
my motto:
i just want to life what are i want.
if it's make me happy, i would do.
no matter how many money i waste.
i angry cause they don't know me. we are not close friend.
even my best friend not comment at all for my life style.
until now, i think i still want to say 육 to the haters.
'이새끼진짜그냥똥먹어!'
'너가만있어봐'
something like that. sorry i said that cause i can't stand anymore.
i know they lah, even i'm not closer with they.
i just calm like i don't know they, acting like i don't know about their life and bla bla bla.
haa just let me say 'it's relieved' :)
i can't stand anymore for they and i want to against.
what ever u say lah.. if u can bash me, i can bash u too.
if u respect me, i'm respect too.

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